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The Braid

49 excerpts · 52,595 words · Two arcs · One architecture

Two threads run through this memoir. The first is the body — addiction, recovery, the physical choreography of dependence. The second is the mind — diagnosis, mania, the architecture of a brain that can't stop building. They weave, cross, and converge. The shape is the story.

Addiction
Crisis
Recovery
Emily
Mental Health
Grief
Identity
E27 — Black Hole
ARC 1 — ADDICTIONTHE BRIDGEARC 2 — MENTAL HEALTHE1E27E28E34E36E49BODYMIND

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or any title in the index to reveal
the excerpt beneath.

E27

The Black Hole

427 words. The shortest excerpt. The darkest moment. Maximum gravity, minimum language.

E36

Our People

2,132 words. The longest excerpt. The wedding. Maximum emotional investment.

E34

Loose Ends

Matt’s death. At the structural center. The one crisis Dave didn’t cause.

Arc 1 — Addiction
01
Perspective
02
Lake Night
03
The Coming Storm
04
3 South
05
Drink Drink Drink
06
The Dance (Garage)
07
The Dance (Ritual)
08
Loneliness or Freedom?
09
GMAT
10
21
11
The Hill
12
Tulsa
13
The First Hiding
14
Liberty Tower, 13J
15
Pre-game
16
October 2009 (Train Shot)
17
CPA
18
KC / First Breakup
19
August 2011 (The Dewey)
20
The Aftermath
21
Working, Until It Wasn't
22
My Second Job
23
The Second First Drink
24
Basement / Vacation Home
25
The Median
26
Here We Go Again
27
The Third First Drink
28
The Walrus
The Bridge
29
I'm CEO, Bitch
30
Emily
31
The Road
32
Quarterly SOX Reporting
33
Mondo Condo
34
Loose Ends
35
Benched
36
Our People
Arc 2 — Mental Health
37
Material Weakness
38
Going Concern
39
To The Moon
40
Whiplash
41
Overclocked
42
The Audit
43
Trendline (The Ramp)
44
Catastrophic Failure
45
Dinner for Two
46
Return to Office
47
Internal Control
48
Unqualified Opinion
49
Reasonable Assurance

“Sometimes love is certified mail.”

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